What to do- Avor's Journey
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Yes I do, I tried to come back earlier, to find my old topic and tell everybody that Im not dead or anything. But I am sorry I could not continue to relply to all your coments and thank you for your support. But things got realy bad. I cant remember much, but it sucked alot. Only now has my vision and cordination improved enough to use the computer/internet decently.
Anyways, late merry christmass.
Anyways, late merry christmass.
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Very good to see you on again, stay strong and do well this new year.
Takeniteasy
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:christmas happy:
Jager said:
Im even getting better from when I wrote that, but things were dark.
The doctors would have left me for dead if it wasnt for my mom telling them, I was on all sorts of drugs and spent the most of the time traped in my own mind and halusinations, fighting contanly the insanity that I thought I once conquered.
I have regained some sanity, but there is alot of damage. I can deal with wounds and infections, but there is a kind of brain damage, The darkest and sickest part is that I have forgotten so much, everythimg from WW2 battle to my only sister''s face
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I merged your two threads, Avor, to make things a bit easier for you.
There is no need to do that, and no need to apologize for anything.
This is all that matters. Keep doing it.
Avor said:
There is no need to do that, and no need to apologize for anything.
Avor said:
This is all that matters. Keep doing it.
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Good to hear you're still in the fight, Avor.
Nix mentioned it too - whereabouts do you live? If anyone is close by and you need anything - even just some company - don't be afraid to ask, I'm sure any of us if in the position to do so would be only too happy.
Nix mentioned it too - whereabouts do you live? If anyone is close by and you need anything - even just some company - don't be afraid to ask, I'm sure any of us if in the position to do so would be only too happy.
Redeye said:
I need somebody to help me drink my whiskey, scotch, vodka and otheer hard drinks that I have hidden around the house.
Serously, I would apprecate some company. Anyways, I'm out in Duncan BC.
I feel like a tool not only because I messed up up, but because many years ago that was the kind mistake I would harp on people for. I don't take any kind of failure well, I know it's not the heathiest thing, but its part of me, and one of the things that keep me going.
A small update while I am able. For more than the last month, things got worse, as in that life has been kicking my ass, literaly and figuratively.
Tnere was a cut on my left cheek that grew and became very infected. Infections and the meds to treat them always screw with my mind and sight. Even after getting the infection down, the doctor had to come in anddo bit a surgury. He had to remove the dead tissue and stich the whole thing up. I assume peole would have prefered that he also stiched up a few other holes while he was at it. But tnat surgery requires me to keep wieght off it it, that means even if I was able to see the screen, and cannot sit up even the slightest to use the computer.
I hate missing the discussion as it takes place on issues like Libya. Although, it's probly best if I don't.
Tnere was a cut on my left cheek that grew and became very infected. Infections and the meds to treat them always screw with my mind and sight. Even after getting the infection down, the doctor had to come in anddo bit a surgury. He had to remove the dead tissue and stich the whole thing up. I assume peole would have prefered that he also stiched up a few other holes while he was at it. But tnat surgery requires me to keep wieght off it it, that means even if I was able to see the screen, and cannot sit up even the slightest to use the computer.
I hate missing the discussion as it takes place on issues like Libya. Although, it's probly best if I don't.
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