It‘s me. I just changed my displayed name to something more appropriate. After all, I think the biggest reason I got in trouble was because I put my name down. That was really dumb, and I know it. Guess that‘s youthful stupidity and idealism at work.
Anywho, I didn‘t mean I was blacklisted from CFSCE as an official thing. Just the way things ended up my last couple of days there, it was quite clear to me that CFSCE didn‘t want me back. That‘s all good, though, considering I don‘t ever want to return to CFSCE either. I really didn‘t want to come back this year after the gong show last year, which I attribute much of my bitterness too.
I wanted to see Kingston, but definitely not CFSCE.
GK, with many things you hit the nail right on the head in your description of me and what I think. You, more eloquently, expressed what I failed to.
Right now, though, I just want to say screw it and let it be. I guess that‘s somewhat hard, considering how I opened up pandora‘s box. So I‘ll just try not to aggrevate the situation by saying anything too stupid about CFSCE or the CF.
I thought it funny how most veteran instructors here said they could weed me out on course for being the soldier I am. While I know my course members could tell very easily, I know the instructors never could. That is, until the end. It came as a real shock to my instructors that I would do what I did. I regret having grieved them, since they rank up there as some of the best instructors I‘ve had on a military course and I respected each of them. But it‘s a fact, no instructor can inspect thier troops minds, thoughts and opinions if they don‘t let them.
I made a showing as a soldier who was on time, worked hard and smart, and shut up on the job. Maybe I‘m wrong, but I‘ve never met any instructor or supervisor who ever asked for more; and if they did, everyone knew that they were the ones being unprofessional. My staff never did, which is why I respected them all.
That‘s the only thing I think I have left to say on the matter, my instructors rocked.