Well it's totally up to me, and I know that. I was finally sworn in a day after my birthday back in May and was really keen on being a part of the military. But now I'm starting to think it was a bad career choice for me. It's not the people, I love the guys. It's not the hard work, I can put up with that, and I don't think it's the pay... The pay is good. I'm thinking I'd rather have a civilian job. Has anyone ever felt this way before? Did it pass or what?